i know him dah lame dah since i form 2 lagi ,
but kiteorg tak rapat pun .
then bile i dah form 3 , lebih kurang bulan 9
baru kenal rapat dgn dia .
first,time tu dia tgh post video 'Celina Dion' then i comment2
dgn dia kat video tu .



then kiteorg start chatting and wall post .
time tu, i panggil dia 'pakcik' . sebab saje je nak mengusik dia
sampai member dia ingat kite nie 'ade affair' time tu .
the next day , kiteorg chatting lagi haha, lepastu i mintak
number phone dia *hahaha tak malu betul time tu .
entahlah, i pun taktau mimpi ape , tetibe i mintak num phone dia .



then , i text him first . we text and text 24 hours
and that time , i start share my problem with him.
then , we get closer together .
sampai i text manje2 kat dia like he my bf .
then i ask him this

'pakcik jom kawen jom?'

hahaha xD lwak kot time tu , suke usik dia .


then bile dah rapat , just suddenly he changed
i taktaulah kenape coz dia dah makin ambik berat dekat i
and he hate if i cry or sad .
and he more romantic like before .



then, the next day , i online ,chatting dgn dia lagi
time tu dia tgh maen permaenan dgn kawan dia
i dah tak ingat ape name permaenan tu.
and lastly , dia kalah . coz member dia mention name i .
and i pulak meyibok nak back-up dia time tu, bagi dia tak kalah
tapi kalah jugak time tu



the next month
every day , i contact him lebih dari bf i sendiri .
yeah (!) , coz my bf time tu sibok dgn bende laen .
sampai gf dia sorg2 pun dia tak ingat .
that time , i cakap dgn dia , yg i nak letak gamba dia
kat twitcon i dia pun nak letak gamba i kat twitcon dia
time tu ramai org tanye apsal i gune twitcon dia
and ramai yg tanye yg i nie dah tukar jantina .
hahahahaha xD



then, that date 20.12.2011 , i call dia
coz waktu tu dapat hot ticket free .
mase i call dia tu, dia macam penat and letih coz baru balik keje .
suddenly suare dia macam takde mood , i tanye lah dia
why ? suare dia macam takde mood ,
he said 'takde ape' then i tanye lagi why , why and WHY ?
tetibe dia cakap 'Takde apelah, Sayang'
that time terkejut gile tahap gaban :O
lepas dia cakap macam tu , i terus senyap and kaku
sbb i taktau nak cakap ape . lepastu my dad panggil i
i bgtau dia yg i nak off phone , then kite text .
he sent text to me

'sorry, about that . i tak berniat pun nak cakap macam tu
. i know you already have a bf ,
i just can control my feeling towards you'

after that i call you lagi tapi tu , siap gune supersavers lagi
than u tell me everything , that you 'FALL IN LOVE WITH ME'
because i'm special to you
and u said to me you really want me to be yours
but, i have a bf that time .

23 december 2011 i already break with Razak
and he become my ex-bf .

25 December 2011
you call me and you said to me
'will you be mine?' and i said'i do'
that time i feel i'm the happiest people in the world
because i you already be mine .
thanks because make me happy until now .

Dear, teddy bear I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
for -Zulreezwan Shah





sincerely, Fatini Tiffany